Dance like nobody's watching
Everything is everywhere.
When the buddy was the one whom I depended on much, loosen the string I held on dearly, nearly killed me, more arguments starts to surface. I once read a saying,"The worst thing that can happen to you is when someone gives up on you." , true enough, it has been proven. When they were they ones who cried with me and put me back to shape, they are the ones I let down most. Too many apologies is ironic. Its either desperate or insincere. So much for crying wolf aye?
I'm sorry for behaving in such way that you were somewhat treated as a dummy or so. I've never intended to make you angry. I only wanted to clarify about the matter, eventhough i kept it from you and let it all out later. I really am sorry. I'm not sure whether I'm getting any consolation in exchange for my honest words to never repeat that mistake, but i hope you do take to consideration. You know how much you mean to me that I've never been able to accept the fact that u aren't mine to keep.
I'm sorry too bestie. Not only by being my friend, you were my pillar. Though things differ right now, I still am trying to not blame others but myself. Not once you left my mind since the very day the journey started. Like I've said earlier, you'll never be mine to keep, you'll forever be who you are too me till the day I take my last breath. You gave me something I yearned to feel most.
For now, I shall live without the head rubs and phone calls.
me.
Dance like nobody's watching