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Sunday, May 22, 2005

fer u,

i noe fer the past week has really been awkward.. after u got to noe abt it.. i didnt expect fer diah to 'tell' or the way u re-acted.. a lil shockin.. i noe apologizing wont do any good cause like u said u wont loose a micro bit of anythin.. but i m soorry to made u believe such things.. maybe i didnt think before i act.. maybe i didnt realise tt u were ther all along but i had trouble understandin u? i noe my reasons fer doing it seems baseless...but maybe it played a part..? i dunno i juz had to tell smth..there~

u started askin everything.. who wat when where and WHY... i tried every means of ways to avoid.. still...u won.. day by day i got very restless very angry very very angry.. i almost went insane i talked to myself i even hailed the mrt!! juz bcause u were restrictin my moves and holdin back my privileges.. soon after i woke up.. maybe not fully but i started to realise why.. and i laid back.. went on slow.. and tryin very hard not to make u angry wit me

many many advice i got frm u.. dun worry it stuck in this brain of mine.. i never used to accept advices... but something made me accept it.. futhermore everytime when u confront me abt it i'd break into cold sweat.. i panicked..i got worried.. and im still not sure why.. maybe its juz a feelin i have towards u.. maybe theres smth abt u tts makin me listen to u.. maybe i'll lleave it as it is..cause i was passin some major crossroads.. however, now, i noe im on the right track..wit u....

thank you

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