u'd probably be watchi csi.. i want to .. but all i can think ryte now its u.. the guilt in me is un bearable the neglegence im facin seems so......devastatin??
it has been two days.. not a single word u have spoken to me... why are u doing this to me? please i cant go on lyke this anymore.. its killing me...im sorry...i regret.. well i do agree i deserve this.. but u said u only scold there and then.. but y till lyke this..? im not saying tt im taking advantage of it.. but....
how can u hold it againts me..? im super sorry.. u didnt even look at me.. not a hi.. not a smile.. juz tt face of urs.. its killing me!! plz kak.. i never felt lyke this before.. i dun mind getting screams frm u.. but dun shut me out..
tom.. will be 3 days.. da confirm jadi org kafir if we still dun talk..at least when i salam u terime ah.. klau ajal kite da reach? tak sempat mintak ampon? cam ner? i tot of watching csi at ur place today.. if we are back to normal.. but it doesnt seem lyke..
and ya.. pls dun believe wat sir say! darn!! sir ah!! i dun want to follow u go fish!! thanks ah.. for tt extra spark!! its ok ah its ok to have a fren lyke this....
futhermore kak.. i also long time no see pasir ris.. no see adeq.. missin it .. since sunday.. i miss not hearin...kakak..adeq..has..sunek.......................
im juz disappointed at myself.. i understand y u r doing this to me.. but pls... give it a rest...
i can guarantee u this.. things will definately change.. maybe my actions.. words.. and i hope u wont give up on me..please..please please.. : (
i cant think straight i cant sleep well i cant eat i cant stop blamin myself for not listenin...
but i still keep my promise even if u have lost hope in me.. the promises i made to u will always be there! i PROMISE u that!
sincerely
has
Dance like nobody's watching