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Saturday, June 18, 2005

today was lyke yest hahaa.. went to maams place.. then to maks place to celebrate her bday... got to noe the family there better..heehee..lyke second home.. hahaa.. then went back to paris.. wit o ot.. chat cleared stuff..trransformed the house.. now its lyke soo spacious! can play soccer there! as usual had to go home..then talk a lil wit maam.. tellin her y i dun want to lie..to em cause i noe she wont believe me cause i have done it infront of her.. then she aaskk y do i always have to ask her b4 doin wart i wanaa... SNAP! how would i noe!? chg topic la! ayeerr!! but maybe its true.. i noe wart im doin n my conscious are clear.. i dun see anything wrong cause i noe im tellin the truth ryte??.......

adik adik, help me can?? tell ibu kakak chg already..kakak no lie anymore.. kakak also got eat...then ryte u tell ibu, not to tell kakak off with watever or suke hati.. then kakak also will not use the same word..then ryte dik u try talkin to her ask whether ibu got start to regain her trust at kakak not..kakak curious here.. cause kakak here tryin very hard not to go lepak..my feet are itchin to go down u noe dik? but kakak promise ready.. sumtyms ryte dik, kakak lyke going crazy... but kakak think its juz an illusion.. probably huh?hmm..then ryte adik.. kakak tell u arh but u u probably cant tell her yet...hee.. kakak ryte..have very wierd dreams recently..it seem so awkward u noe..then it sumhow its started to turn like dejavu...creepy huh..tts why ryte dik when ever im at home i am usually very self conscious..the way i talk or should i say wart i talk.. whether i can hear wat ibu say.. cause u noe lah kakak ear got problem!! hee...then sumtimes when u are very notti..kakak also very angry wit u but then ryte if i never scold u.. u'll get worst scoldings u noe.. then kakak heart small when i see u lyke tt..then ryte adik..u help me ask whether everytime when kakak meet ibu, ibu no sick meh see kakak everytime??..u noe theres this sayin tt u'll get sick wit the one whom u see everyday.. futhermore its kakak.. then u noe lar kakaks' past.. abit lyke trash..wait ibu lyke dun give a damn fark.. how??? u noe the way she smses hehe then kakak also sumsort lyke deng deng give in....kakak also not sure why arh... but then sumtymes kakak juz feel soo angry cause ibu no trust kakak.. then its also partly my fault cause of my big mouth!! still kakak has to stand up fer myself..now tt i have new friends in my list and old frens too keep the friendship.. then kakak want to go out.. i noe deep inside ibu sure say yes.. tts wart i guess ah... but i want her to noe tt im out wit my frens doing this n tat.. i want her to noe.. i juz want her to TRUST me...!! tts it i juz want her to trust me.. maybe tts y i keep seein u n ibu lyke everyday...maybe 1 day or 2 tt i probably got things to do...hmm.. so how adik? u think u can help kakak wit this?? maybe adik can understand fer now... cause kakak dun really understand wart i have been typin..hee..i dun really noe whether u can understand it cause i dun.. ive read it 3 times already.. hee i hope it make sense... then ryte adik.. when u ask her or noe the ans to my questions.. u tell kakak eh.. hmm i wonder when tt'll be...

thanks adik!!!

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