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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

well today..morning started out juz fine.. but mid day a lil haywire... then i tot maam was still angry.. then she called hahaha.. met her wit her fren elly.. at the kopi shop infront of the block.. sit n chat chat chat chat chat...........

well must say watever they chatted today really had me on the edge of ma seat.. and also.. indirectly..targetted me back.....after wat happen in mid day...

must say tt i have understand her much more in person and the person she is.. wart is ryte or wrong and wart she wants fer u.. or me.. the best.. and never to question her y.. cause wat ever she s doing if fer the best..to bring out u.. the upmost u..! :)

sometymes ppl may see her the way i did b4...but later..u'll get to noe the real her.. eventhough wart has happen before or wart is happenin ryte now..

now knowin tt she n lola might be tranfered to another outlet..i was stunned.. i suddenly realise juz how much i've grown attached to 'em esp her.. o 'ot n apiz will quit.. ricardo will follow her.. me??? argh~ well time will tell... soon real soon...

any ways..today after much listenin then talkin.. i think ive learn smth.. learn wat she did the hard way 8 yrs back.. when all i need to do now is juz listen..

yes my privildges have been taken away.. my freedom.. gone...to ask fer permission seems lyke a burden..to ans her.. my curfews..my limits..seems to be deafning to my ears..or juz simply heavy to face it.. and in the end..i'll loose out..cause i didnt ask... but to think again.. tts good cause i wont be committin any sins... yeah.. should thank her fer tt.. but i wont want history to repeat..lyke she said..i'd only hear wart i want to...not wart shes sayin.....

well watever happen tody definately change me.. moved me..and hit me..BULLS EYE! and also my preception.. my day to day meets wit her have chg in some ways.. tryin to be me..

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