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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

to say thanks for today seems very contradicting..!! angry, kinda; sad, totally.
stupid,VERY. i juz feel tt theres smth inside me that does not belong in there!!
DEVIL ?? i guess.. always gettin me into trouble..fer no ryte reason..
not tt i wanna push the blame to others.. but isnt it a fact.. can someone juz
tell me which arsehole on earth lykes to get on other peoples nerve and get
a blowing from tt person?? can sumone juz tell me!!!

today i was me the whole day.. maybe i was simply too tired juz now
but tt seem really baseless.. to think again.. ryte??

dear lord!! please help me.. i had enough once i dun want to go through
it again.. i'll probably commit worst! oh god.. im..not say tryin..nor hopin
but i just cant simply wish that everyday theres a rainbow or a silver lining?
i noe my life has been planned..but does it always have to be dark? with
tornados or eruptions?? and its always with the particular who n who or
wat and where. i cant say sorry cause it seem to have lost its meanin.. lyke
the previous entry..but i really am..i m sorry for being me.. n im sorry i
cant chg wat has happen..i feel lyke screamin.. but who's gonna here my roar
or should i put it my cry??

today, my eyes were flooded with tears..after such a long time. when did
i last cry? when did i cry over such things? when ?? when ?? while all a
while is was my own fault.

my fear of being rejected i guess have been put to great use and advantages?
has it? i've learnt.. but y do people say i never learn..n will never.. y?
y make me feel this way? makin me look down at myself?

dear god, please help me hear my cry
i hope im not asking to much..
fer juz some extra love n consideration of wart im going through
and help me out n untangle the mess that...i dunno who made..

amin..

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