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Saturday, September 10, 2005

ok..so i told em today.. finally afterr sooo LONG.. really i did.. they both LAUGH AT MEH` ! humpx.. i feel dumb! okay i feel dumb tt i actually admitted tt..OKAY... maybe juz to push aside seem easier said then done.. firstly if i dun it irritates me.. then it makes me think..n wonder.. ok this part is STUPID.. y should i go through all this?? y make myself into a "sebok or mabok" situation?? LAME ME.. but still it keeps appearin in this head of mine.. the part tt makes think.. tt part.. keeps askin myself.. am i suppose to be 'lyke tt' ?? never had b4 is 1 thing.. the urge to have..doesnt exist... i think tt previously many ppl said tt im "lyke tt" seems more lyke curses~ soo explain to me dear lord.. the worlds comin to an end.. lyke wat has been said in the holy quran.. its happenin// so its addin to the num.. HOLD UP! i m not tt of wat i juz said.. but was juz EXAMPLING a PICTURE.. i can simply push it aside.. but the unanswered questions tt lingers within me bothers.. now bcause of tt person.. i have another minor.. but HUGE burden of self consciousness crap crock of shyt just so tt i can be WHAT i AM.. i'm a chgin human.. get tt ryte CHANGIN! n to hell wit YOU CAUSE I WENT THROUGH SO MUCH TO REACH THE STATE TT IM IN!... ok ok back and tt person asked abt my bloggin entries n asked Y.. okay.. i DO NOT LYKE BEING QUESTIONED// ESP ABT MY KAKAKS! PANTANG LARANG HAS!! never ASK me WHY... n i would lyke to make it clear tt.. its bcause THEY ARE MY KAKAKS! tts Y~! I HAVE every RIGHT to HEART THEM! = tt was fer tt person..i WONT want to ever SEE tt person EVER AGAIN! if it wasnt fer u.. i would not have to think of such things.. if i ever turns out true.. n i get KILLED by MY KAKAK, i SWEAR TT U'LL BE THE FIRST FUCKED UP ARSEHOLE TO GET KILLED BY ME WITH MY WORDS.. MARK TT ITS WORDS!!

KAKAK I HEART YOUS

HUGGY HUGGY HUGS


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