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Monday, October 03, 2005

i juz have to many things to typed abt.. and it seems never ending.. lets start a lil

again with the same thing/ topic.. IT DOESNT PAY TO BE KIND..
some times i thing i act to hastily. i act within my rage of anger..and then the next
few hours everything was back to normal.. but i still do have those hate feelings deep within.
i juz let it be.. i juz close one eye.. y? im not sure y either.. i think being kind stinks.. i m helpin out of my own free will n im not even askin fer a word of thanks.. i get words being thrown at me.. dear lord wats happenin to these ppl..

abt thing s tt have been happenin to me lately.. yeah sumone noes abt it.. cause i couldnt take it anylonger.. too scared.. too scared to even fall asleep n waking up in the middle of the night/.. to scared not holdin on to sumthing.. to scared tt i take medcine juz to get to sleep.. i may sound like the exact intake for IMH.. n yeah i was called 'that' too.. thanks eh!

everythign as though leads to another.. my heart shattered cause i didnt get smth.. was scared.. but i pretended nuth happennin.. eventhough it was HAPPENIN at that very moment..

argh watever..

i guess it is really better in daylight. eventhough eventhough......

seems contradicting if i end with

i heart yous..

but i juz do.. :)

me myself and i


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