the jack of all trades.
it just sits.
the mind that moves.

watchin the days go by may sound such a bore. but many things did i reap by not sowing anythin. im only human. not even close to good or the best of mankind. with one brain to think and have coordinate many movement,infact all. so tell me, doesnt it get tired? doesnt it mis communicate?

twos a couple .
threes a crowd.
fours a family.

so whots more then 5 a group? 7 wonders of the world?? as the number declines from ur surrounding, the days arent planned as well. the tot of EM is always there. the days spent with EM is still part of me. but after whot happen the true colours shown abt EM at me. its easier said then done.. haven i said before? it has been destined.. so whot does one gives u?

the inevitable love.
came in such a hurry.
to save before it jeopardise *___

the feeling tt errupt deep down seem never to stop. unless u make. again trying to coordinate my brain with its own misunderstood feelings of the heart. whot does it really want? does it even noe whot love is? they say u'll noe whot love is when u feel " that" feeling. ohkay tt isnt close to a sound saying. so if u were the one tt is Giving love as whot u believe in. how is the other party brain gonna analyse and make connection with their heart? when one ask "so you love *___?". sit pondering...*brain working* all I could give was, "i dunno, my heart doesnt speaks, and my brain doesnt feel..."

and as i sit closely within me pondering to ponder-land waiting to be smack in the face again beofre i regain the sanity in having to continue day to day, how i wish i can see them in happiness, just simply to see tt glow.

[understanding the meanin of life in the simplest yet most chaotic way, as tears roled down, crackling voices racing to get those things out from inside till u rest on my lap, my dear i really dunno whot to tell u , a word or two just so u can feel a teeny weeny bit better. all i could was to hold u tight and said many many prayers to protect u from hurting urself any further. *u'll understand whot i did, cause u taught me too* i love u. even though it happened.]

and fer my dear friend, u have been in me fer the past 4 years, maybe its time to take it back and give it to someone. i hearted you dearly, all i ever did was fer u, to n fro or simply juz our bus stop sitting days, maybe later, maybe later, maybe later..now... all the feelings i had given u disappears, the memory lives on. so if u see me one day with sum1 tt god gave me and replaced u for, say hi. cause shes just loike u, however, shes cool.... i'll accept who fer who u are now. i'll accept whot u tot me. i'll accept that you've left me alone n so cold without any reason. i'll accept this cause whot i was thought was so true, it doesnt pay to be kind. but hey, just make sure u say hi to our lucky stars tt brought us together before, on may 7th.

as the memory lives within me and sis.