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Monday, May 01, 2006

its 3 15 in the morning. smth told me to get up and get going. but upon reaching, i lost IT. IT went missin just minutes ago. IT made me wonder..


the ticking of the watch has been killin me since midnight,
the itchin of my arm seems endless.
i had ma fare share of toilet visits tonight n this very morning.
the fan has been complainin of stress aches fer the past week,
ma throat seems very itchy. my bed needs new sheets but its nicer without,
my pillows are as plushed as ever.
im craving for ice cream,
but todays menu is fruit punch.
today is may day, 1st May,
i wish its tom now, its your birthday....


its having dancing lesson w/o a partner,
its having a bus ride w/o the driver,
its having a soccer game with no game play,
its our bball FITNESS trainin w/o that extra push,
its loike having my other chopstick lost while eatin dinner,
its loike 2 become 1.


hopin that things haven really chg, the back doesnt hurt no more.
i cant stand having to see u in tears, in pain.
i hope u still believe that its just a test from god.
he granted that wish of urs before didnt he?
and u told me that very night abt how it go? remember?
i hope u are happy with em now, cause we used to talk at the bus stop abt whot ever.
remember?


u're still alive sumwhere beneath my fears and commitment and love,
all i ever wished is still the same, u noe it dont u?
comin back has never been an option,
but having to accept rejection..?
i don't think so.
i didnt gave up half way, knew u too well, every look,
every tone, and every word u said, u wanted it that way,
but having said before, god doesnt want his own creation to suffer
and people are destined to have someone or something, i guess u
found urs first.


i guess IT was there all along, IT didnt want to come out,
but that sumth dragged me out of bed.


IT was nice to reminice abt the past,
IT hurt a lil though.


IT 's 1st May, and IT 's bed time,
Happy advanced birthday to you.
3 years in counting, wishing that u heard my greeting.
till then,


i still somehow...


Dance like nobody's watching