as i sat thru the day thinking whot should have been or whot happen or whot so ever. i found my self no where. its getting suckier by the day and worst in the night. part of me still isnt sure whot i realy need and want. i dunno. there's just too many things going thru. i didnt expect this in return. i have always believe when u give good you get good. but look now. i'm proud to say i've change in my ways to accpet people, not judging them at first look, forgive and start a new. but it always backfires. end up, i'm the one getting screwed yet again. i guess that u dun really care about me. i dun wana be known like the others. but i cant force u can i? its just so sad.. but its ok i'm so used to be pushed away like this. i've shared with you before too.
so now i sit home. its stupid. sometimes wher u just feel that u really wanna leave and make sure those morons die ryte now. yes. thats how i want it to be. i dun think i'll have any problem living alone. like always.
cheers to you and you and you.
Dance like nobody's watching