as the undefined feelin sinks so much deeper now , i surrender my feelings . knowing that
it hurts even more each day . Just wanting the days to go on smilling . nights pass through peacefully . But memories just keep racing at me . at some point it gives me a nudge to continue my journey , however it does set me reminicing everything , every bit of laughter , every smile and every other thing when the term 'we' was still around . i still have hope lingerin within my confused mind and body . cause it was when sanity sets in . Bits and pieces lyin all over the place , impossible to fix as one can see , being step and crushed yet still living . HAHAHA pretty wierd i guess .
well i conclude from here ;
I hallucinated a perfect being next to me . and i had multitude dreams of love and irony , but i found myself in DENIAL . yeah .
Dance like nobody's watching