they say, the easiest way to loose something is to want it too badly.

Technically i do agree, however, what's there to life when something you can't have was what you really wanted all along? An alternative? That too is going to be the other substitute, can we accept the truth that we can't have it either? It seems paradoxical doesn't it? It's also not about being selfish here. But there has to be something that keeps you moving right?

Adding on to this mayhem, what about our all time favourite, that constant drive? Don't tell me after all that we abscond to our secret lil corner? I'm pretty sure that the journey has probably started, but, where's that extra hand of fighting spirit? Are we all that decisive? Is our stand that concrete?

I've somewhat have been a positive person. I'm not sure why the sudden messed up entry. I'm still able to weight the pros and cons. The reality or not. I don't really know where i stand at times but don't we all feel that way sometimes? Back to my statement earlier, it all comes back to what i initially wanted from the very beginning? My trains of thoughts came to a halt when the only common thing that played around was the people around me.

I think I've said enough.

I know that you believe you understand what you think I said, but I’m not sure you realize that what you read is not what I meant.