an angle in a circle

2010-03-11T23:14:00.002+08:00

THIS BLOG HAS MOVED.

KINDLY SEEK FOR ENQUIRY.

FOR THOSE KEPO BEINGS, THANK YOU FOR THE CHANGE.

2010-03-04T23:31:00.001+08:00

I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how grey the day may appear.
I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more.
I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting.
I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger.
I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.
I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.
I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.

i wish u enough.

2010-03-02T00:10:00.003+08:00

Everything is everywhere.

When the buddy was the one whom I depended on much, loosen the string I held on dearly, nearly killed me, more arguments starts to surface. I once read a saying,"The worst thing that can happen to you is when someone gives up on you." , true enough, it has been proven. When they were they ones who cried with me and put me back to shape, they are the ones I let down most. Too many apologies is ironic. Its either desperate or insincere. So much for crying wolf aye?

I'm sorry for behaving in such way that you were somewhat treated as a dummy or so. I've never intended to make you angry. I only wanted to clarify about the matter, eventhough i kept it from you and let it all out later. I really am sorry. I'm not sure whether I'm getting any consolation in exchange for my honest words to never repeat that mistake, but i hope you do take to consideration. You know how much you mean to me that I've never been able to accept the fact that u aren't mine to keep.

I'm sorry too bestie. Not only by being my friend, you were my pillar. Though things differ right now, I still am trying to not blame others but myself. Not once you left my mind since the very day the journey started. Like I've said earlier, you'll never be mine to keep, you'll forever be who you are too me till the day I take my last breath. You gave me something I yearned to feel most.

For now, I shall live without the head rubs and phone calls.

me.

2010-02-21T23:56:00.005+08:00

eventhough you'll never be mine to keep,
you are the best thing that has ever happen to me.

i heart you .

2010-02-13T22:10:00.002+08:00

It’s hard watching time and space build between us, and slowly watching the person I once knew so well.. die somewhere between then and now.

you see me in a different angle now.
don't worry i know where i stand.
don't say that you do too, cause you mean the world.

i'm at the edge of my emotions.

I want the grey skies to pass me by..

2010-02-09T03:05:00.002+08:00

whos that girl... laaalaalaalaaalaaalaalaaalaaa~

I have already met you twice.
*grins*

PS: bo, a lil help please...

2010-02-03T01:19:00.003+08:00

they say, the easiest way to loose something is to want it too badly.

Technically i do agree, however, what's there to life when something you can't have was what you really wanted all along? An alternative? That too is going to be the other substitute, can we accept the truth that we can't have it either? It seems paradoxical doesn't it? It's also not about being selfish here. But there has to be something that keeps you moving right?

Adding on to this mayhem, what about our all time favourite, that constant drive? Don't tell me after all that we abscond to our secret lil corner? I'm pretty sure that the journey has probably started, but, where's that extra hand of fighting spirit? Are we all that decisive? Is our stand that concrete?

I've somewhat have been a positive person. I'm not sure why the sudden messed up entry. I'm still able to weight the pros and cons. The reality or not. I don't really know where i stand at times but don't we all feel that way sometimes? Back to my statement earlier, it all comes back to what i initially wanted from the very beginning? My trains of thoughts came to a halt when the only common thing that played around was the people around me.

I think I've said enough.

I know that you believe you understand what you think I said, but I’m not sure you realize that what you read is not what I meant.

2010-01-30T23:38:00.000+08:00

Can someone please tell me,

who can we really trust ???

2010-01-29T17:18:00.006+08:00

Thank you everyone.

2010-01-25T15:07:00.000+08:00

In Loving Memory

Our only Habib.

al fateha..

2010-01-23T01:59:00.005+08:00

Friday .

I am ubber proud of myself today. Shila and I went to cycle down at Pasir Ris Park. But before that, we had a good 30 mins of brisk walk session. ( We couldn't find the bicycle kiosk uh! -.-) Anyways, 2 full hour of non stop riding was indeed a great achievement! We did sight see and yeah those u want the old, young, kites, bikes, playgrounds and whatnots.
We shall do it more ofthen okay!!

Next stop, met up with the boys and head up to woodlands and chill with Yati... so this was what we did,

We had night class laaa!

Miss Yati was our teacher.

Teacher geared us up in huge bibs for our art work!

Then teacher sat with us and told us to draw..

Ellyas drew a kampong house

I drew the ocean with ship and fishes.

This is Zahid! He is very stubborn!

See only Ellyas and Has did their work.

Teacher FINISH!!!

Teacher then said we can paint the picture!!

And he kept on playing!!!
Teacher u see he never do work!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Shila next time we take picture k!! Then can blog like this again!

GOOD NIGHT!

2010-01-18T01:58:00.003+08:00

i have a small problem,

I MISS YOU .

it's getting bigger .

2010-01-16T09:06:00.003+08:00

dumbbells and whatnots.

The latest addition to my mini gym. The dumbbells!! Macam Paham right? hahaha ok ok the dumbbells are such great help appart from the ever torturous push ups! The ab king pro isn't collecting dust anymore so yeah.. workin out from home with blasting music and away from direct sunlight is a plus point!! Besides i'm against the idea of gettin gmyself dark again!!! So the amphits have been busy lately, i need kakis to go badminton or if u guys have anything in mind please lemme know!! I'm always free!!

Project 2010! Jia yuo!

2010-01-14T10:17:00.002+08:00

A lil something i came across online...

The beauty of a true Muslimah,
Is reflected thru her soul
Flowing with passion thru her eyes,
Growing in love with a glowing heart,
Revealing her internal beauty thru her acts,
Overflowing with love and comfort
As her life is full of compassion

She is like the tranquil hidden pearl,
Beneath the stormy wide ocean,
Her strength is her trust,
Her glamour is her modesty,
Her dignity is preserved,
Fearing Allah all the time
Living a life seeking Allah’s Redho and Love

Her aura of beauty is felt within
As she flourishes the lives of those she touches
With warmth and kindness
Her heart glowing with patience
As she nourishes the lives of those she touches
With understanding, sympathy and kindness
Her eyes glowing with love
As she binds hearts together
With her true beauty of sisterly love
In the name of love for Allah

“And say to the believing women that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty; that they should not display their beauty and ornaments except what must ordinarily appear thereof; that they should draw their veils over their bosoms and not display their beauty except to their husbands, their fathers, their husbands’ fathers, their sons, their husbands’ sons, their brothers, or their brothers’ sons or their sisters’ sons, or their women or the servants whom their right hands possess, or male servants free of physical needs, or small children who have no sense of the shame of sex, and that they should not strike their feet in order to draw attention to their hidden ornaments. And O you Believers, turn you all together towards Allah, that you may attain Bliss.” (Al Quran 24:31)

2010-01-12T23:45:00.005+08:00

it has only been 2 days and i miss the 2 monkeys already!!! It's super quiet uh without their endless bickering!! Chasing one another to slap on the other monkey's face! arguien Who should go to the shop to get the drinks! and the list can go on...

can u guys stop the stay in already? if i have to drive u guys to camp in the weee hours of the morning and fetch u 2 back home i'll definately do it!!!

come back!! friday is time to chill, then sat time to work out, then sunday another chilling session, then i'll set my "no boys" mode on...

):

2010-01-11T00:38:00.002+08:00

Badminton today was not bad! haha i hope the jumping makes me taller! well slightly at least (:

Coming Saturday, another round of badminton!! anyone care to join? (we need more rackets!!)
- EL
- Zac
- Emy
- Shila
- Old Man

thats all i have so far..

Tamp badminton hall!
be there or be square!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

cheerrsss to the Project 2010 Healthy Lifestyle!!!

2010-01-09T17:13:00.002+08:00

i just need to let this out.

i need to farking go shopping la can! i need farking new pairs of shoes socks jeans tops tshirts cap bag watch basically a new wardrobe. i need a bed a normal single those ikea kinda shyt bed a new table witha decent chair plus lotsa storage space for my junks. i have somewhat started my 'healthy' lifestyle by not eating junks and have also started cycling n soccer n badminton. i still need a job . todays interview was shyt! farking racist! i need to get a decent job to get me food on my table. my savings growing. i need to get the shampoo from the salon cause my scalp is very sensitive and it itches like mad noe but its farking expensive. i got my face part cleared thanks to the new fren. i need to do something with my hair. gah~!!!

one whole of chunk of my NEEDS! not WANTS!!!

2010-01-04T23:42:00.004+08:00

something struck me just minutes ago. I'm not sure what I'm suppose to feel or how to react back at it, but it sure got me thinking!!

Tell me, I can't judge myself nor do i want to be judge.
But,
Really, I'm just wondering thats all...

Am I really a bad influence? Do I make a negative impact on people?

speak.
pls.

2010-01-04T00:43:00.004+08:00

Kick start to Amphits Project 2010.

It starts now .

2010-01-01T02:38:00.001+08:00

the bitter sweet 2009.

2009 was indeed awesome.
Jak and Kl trip with the amphits was a success. Late MEANINGFUL & FUN-FILLED nights with the amphits and other kakis has been a routine. The contracted job sadly ended, but with smiles from inside. Baju kurong for raya after many many years. The mini adventures such as night safari, marina barrage, arts house and yeah those many aimless walks around sunny Singapore. In addition to the much excitement and adventures, i added much weight to my belly. -_-''' Oh well that 'technically' shows im happy HAHAHAAHA

and after today, i did hit a few of my past year's resolution. This year? I'm do have dreams to accomplish but resolution wise nahh.. who gives a shyt ryte? I have my target it's just a matter on how and when I get it. I've prepared myself to do what ever it takes to get there!!

Peace.

2009-12-31T14:23:00.000+08:00

something to light up every girls heart.

“Be careful if you make a women cry because Allah the most high counts her tears. A woman came out of the rib of man, not his feet to be walked on, nor his head to be superior over; she came from his side to be his companion, under his arm to be protected, and next to his heart to be be loved.”-Ustadha Hedaya Hartford

Peace.

2009-12-22T00:07:00.001+08:00

Since everyone is Christmas Shopping, do add these in your carts.

-MONEY so i can shop for my own Clothes.
-Car.( Any Mitsubishi cars is good)
-Itouch.
-Xbox 360
-Vans shoe.
-Dope caps.

that's all for now!!!

(:

2009-12-19T13:10:00.002+08:00

To KL the Amphits went.

New KL Friends. Cheerrs!!

More pics up in Facebook.

2009-12-09T00:14:00.006+08:00

The Weekend to JB.

The weekend. It was one helluva weekend.

Zahid and BaskinsRobinsss!

Seafood Galore .

The Engagement .

The usual candid .

Next up, our KL trip. Once again the phits set off. No itinerary has been set. Technically its just our R & R. 3 days 3 night adventure. Be back for more action! wheee!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-02T23:52:00.002+08:00

A weeks mess.

The many late nights and chillax session with the gang has indeed became a daily routine instead of the weekly catch up sessions. The torrent of excuses given just so to sit and have our pokka milk coffee/milk tea /green tea /mango tea /lemon tea and chocolate biscuits were cliche; boring, hungry, lethargic, smoking, stressed and yes the list can go on... I'm just amazed that we aren't sick of each other.

KL trip has officially been confirmed. Bus and Hotel, CHECKED. El even bought a camera just so to commemorate his world tour journeys. Zack, Sie and Aida are busy watching the days go by till they reach Japan later next year!!

In addition to this random basket of pure excitement, today's interview was the longest and the best so far. Well, excluding the location that is, Toa Pa yoh, on top of a hill and there were monkeys and chickens who accompanied my way up to MCYS building.

Thank god for the Latio today.We owls, EL and myself were busy roaming the streets of Singapore in broad daylight!! I REPEAT, BROAD DAYLIGHT.

Weird? you bet!! Run errands la!!

That sums up the many many days ago, tom is another chillax session.. O.T.O.T feel free to join.

HaS

2009-11-30T00:59:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Sidekick.

Honestly, I wanted to get u a cake. However, considering the number of candles that i have to get, it will definately cost more then the cake should, thus, I decided to save you from the 'necessary' insult. Anyway, I told you before and reminding you again that you have officially been promoted to a Senior Citizen. So kindly accept reality and embrace the seniors priviledges.

Chillax yaw! I aint being a pain here.. joking joking don't get angry...

Well well, Happy 52nd Birthday, may you be blessed with health and wealth and a few more hair! heehee
-May you find peace with forever annoying passengers.
-Stop being evil to male passenger and nice to female ones.
-Hopefully you'll never have to cover any shortages ever again.
-Wish you all the best in search of Goreng pisang when its raining.
-One day, you'll learn that fight-fight and laksa are not the only food on earth.

HAHAHAHAHA

PEACE BRUDDER!

PS: D, you owe me a makan treat! Prawn and Fish PLeaseeeeeeeee!
Radeen doesn't know how to peel of the prawn shells properly and Kak Ct will never do it for me!

HAHAHAHAHA

Happy birthday Sidekick !

Has.

2009-07-04T00:11:00.002+08:00

as i sit with my cigs and a cup of tea, i decided to enter a post.

trying to catch up with my trian of thoughts i wonder. what exactly am i searching for? what was it actually i wanted to rant about? blogging never seem so difficult. never it seem so open. i have always been okay with sharing. My thoughts that is. However, the urge to blog has been rather overwhleming but on the other hand something is stopping me.

i lighted up another ciggy . this time every breath i exhale i feel my words disappear into thin air.

i had a talk with my self. i asked, why? why i couldn't let go like how i use to? chicken? i sure am not . i paused.
this time with the ciggy in between my lips, i started...
i am fully aware i have let go. i promised myself not to get a replacement. but i got one free of charged. i didn't technically asked for it. but yeah.
i stopped.

continuein with a fresh new stick, i stared blankly. what was that all about. was i paranoid? was it just a routine? oh heck with it. i sat back continuein my cig with a grinn slapped on my face i hit publish. (:

2009-04-22T12:41:00.001+08:00

officially a qualified driver. (:

2009-04-06T00:39:00.002+08:00

I m a messed. I hate this feeling. The best part i don't know how to explain what am i feeling or how and wat so ever. knnbccb!

going back to square one.

excuse me,

2009-03-15T20:53:00.003+08:00

here's a lil something for my bitch friend,

one person leaving in 16 more days.
one person i see day in day out for the past 9 months.
one person who screams at me and is okay having me to scream back.
one person who makes me go 'hey pompuan' or 'eh bitch' every weekday.
one person tt makes my lunch when i'm lazy.
one person tt goes screamin 'daddy!!' and 'Mahanee!!' when shes angry.
one person who goes keblakang pusing at any mamat handsome who passes by.
one person tt makes us laugh with her dumb dumb ness.
one person who sends my time sheet.
one person whom i can pakat with at work.
one person who became a friend instantly since day 1.
one friend who understands.
one friend whom i could share.
one friend i couldn't and wouldn't share with anyone.
one friend who is leaving for a brighter future.
My friend, Fizah.

Dear bitch,
Having meeting you day in and out for pass 9 months has indeed left a huge change in my everyday life. The screams and ramblings definately is an everyday thing for us. The many things shared and the bond with the oldies at work is one tough thing to crack.

With Mahanee always by our side and feeding us with every positive thing she has gone through and also not forgetting feeding our ever hungry stomachs. hail chicken wings. Her ever contagious laughter and voice over of atok n nenek will still be hilarious to us 5 years down the road. Plus our dosage of coke and soy milk. Arnolds, Long John and banquet chicken wings. The list can go on forever i believe. Our singing sessions plus the ever classic withdrawal tt the radio ended up on the tracks. I'm sure its a treasure, the crazy things we did during our outings with her and the 3 boys.

Adding on to that bundle of joy, our forever concern Daddy Rashid. Always reminding us every little detail tt we should or shouldn't do and also made sure no one bothered his gurls and always on the look out. Remember what he said and did when tt something happen to you at TAM? How angry he was at so and so. How he advised. How he made us to be cautious since. Not forgetting his forever selambe - ness and pure sarcasm never fail to make us scream at him. His nonsense during withdrawal and always trying to join us in search for our mamat ensem while he does his pretty lady sight seeing on the platform. We sure do love every bit of his presence.

Not forgetting our other dear rocker uncle riken who never fails to make us laugh with his hilarious acts and dance moves. How he teaches us indirectly to work hard and do for what we belief. Our Uncle Dol and Papa Wilson's story session . The many things they shared with us and the power kedemak and the endless search for the best briyani.

oh boy i just can't carry on any further. haha u know i know. but oh well just so you know that since i left school making new friends seemed oh so difficult. Not only my circle of friends are guys but yet i did manage to do so with you. 9 months sounds so short but they things we shared i believe is so great . somethings i didn't have a chance to do so. For the record, i'll never regret the day we met for a new world was born and i'm glad i shared a wonderful journey with you. I believe we have many more adventures and the best things in life to share with.

love,
HASSY

2009-02-22T21:40:00.013+08:00

Saturday Kota Tinggi outing was Awesome!

0635hrs with lammy

the ladies.

Fizah n lammy

The gang at 0700hrs . Should see how they drove pass the jam to avoid tt $20 coupon shyt.

As usual Prata yet again for breakfast.

Us with daddy.

All smiles..

Crazy old man.

Tadaaa!

Excited bunch!

Presenting Mak Bedah n Mat Sentol.

Us .

Like fiz say, anak anak S Jibeng .

Rocker Uncle and his tak perlu expression.

thrown to the back seat of the roller coaster ride . hell it was. (:

Gave up shopping la they all!

My F1 driver ! wahahhaa

My All-Smart Uncle dol.

My Pretty Aunty Dolly. wahahaha

My Daddy who finally knows how to pose for darlie. (:

My Rocker Uncle Rikky!

My Mahaneeee penoh feeling .

Uncle dol dancing & filled with emotions.

See seee!!

Seafood & everyone.

My Birdday Uncle.

Doesn't he look familiar in the Mr Bean Animated series??

(:

Monkey see monkey want . hahaha

WARNING : ENTRY IS MESSED UP! TOO EXCITED!!! hahahaha

row call at 0600hrs at PSR and zoom off in Morgan's BMW cum LEXUS - GEELY Mpv.
Met up with the other half withing minutes after touch down. Next stop, breakfast. And off we go through the bumpy hills, oil palm and rubber plantation. Peaceful.

Kota tinggi was a splashing helluva monkeying around good time. With our 'mak bedah' and the gang, jumping, swimming like dugongs, climbing on each others back and having fishes nibbling our legs was super and ticklish.

Karaoke was hilarious. Uncle dol and my rocker uncle sang like there's tomorrow! emotions were running high. feeling feeling laa! aahhaha Moregun with the Main Shair To Nahin... hahaha Mahanee was like the bomb! as if she knew all the songs in the jukebox. from dangdut to emo wahhhh power kedemak!

Next stop, dinner. Seafood was super d duper delicious. We literally whack wat ever tt was serve to our table. Presented my rocker uncle his late birdday card. (: and off to danga bay with the vios gang. By then i was already a walking zombie. We left close to midnight n it was snoring all the way back to Singapore for us.

Thanks everyone for taking time off and making this trip unforgettable. Love you peeps laa sey!

One word, AWESOME.

2009-01-26T21:53:00.003+08:00

the long weekend .

Sie n I went to meet aida for her family pit. Pasir Ris park was filled with tents. like seriously the park turned into a kampong .

As i sat on the damp canvas facing the sea and the cold wind running through my hair, i gazed into the dark twinkling skies and suddenly my mind flying... well maybe it sounds like the normal stress free , relaxing, clear your mind sessions and being contented . OR maybe i prolly felt the contentedness that very moment was due to the bbq sessions i had earlier -_- . well as i was saying the sudden appreciation for nature the sand , sea and everything else was pleasant. the step away from civilization made me feel like a kampong boy.

Adding to my kampong boy spirit deep down, I've decided to get my room painted blue . Well soon enough i hope. i finally got the old man to throw away the old bed and move around my table and all the other knick knacks. And yet another successful attempt! finally i manage to psycho my dad , to get him to say YES to IKEA!

So heads up after Wendy Wu on okto later , I'm going Shoppping!! dun ask me, he insists on watching Wendy Wu .

work tom sounds horrible . (:

Has

2009-01-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

pretty much said of the awesome 2009.

taadaaa! The first week ending in just hours . hell yeah every minute spent doing anything was worth it . The many late nights with the bitches and nuuubsters was great ! to top that , the home jamming session , bike riding , movie marathon and PSP playing was crazy!

well maybe my luck in getting a Full time job and/or a Full time degree isn't close , my penchant for wake-boarding is . (: My savings are still growing , well technically they are. The only 'problem' is I just need to take better care of my expenditure that's all.

A big NO NO to the shyt that is lingering within . (: get a life . Next up , the long weekend CNY holidays . I'll bet you it's gonna be fun fun fun!! plus pay day is coming again!! its time for SHOPPPINNNGGG!!! Cheers to the new midnight gang .

flying off to neverland .

2009-01-03T00:16:00.005+08:00

the ushering of 2009.
the outcome / the first pic '09 .

3 latest way to sleep . Prayer style (TOP) . Fairytale style (left) . Hide n Seek Style (right) .

2008 has indeed been an awesome year . This year i hope that it'll be twice as fun . I'll just take on what ever comes to me .

Famous 5. KTM. Super four. NUUBS!

and yeah, something very weird is happening. i keep having weird dreams . Really weird... could it mean anything? or I'm getting paranoid? HELP.

Happy New Year (:

2008-12-14T19:33:00.002+08:00

Its not a spur of a moment thingy or the usual PMS mood swings, but just the sudden " i want to speak my mind " days.

I'm just freaking pissed with some of the people i know , well not exactly , I'm just disappointed . No one is making the effort and its always the same people giving in and the self fish ones think we owe them a living . Neither am i the 'star' nor the one who seeks that special attention, but seriously , these people have to really look into the mirror . Funny aye, when in doubt , trouble and anything horrible , my phone rings , consistently .

Albeit this entry sounds rather disturbing to some , i love it , cant take it ? LEAVE!

Stay home Sunday today, indeed is awesome , I'll be SUPERMAN one day .

2008-12-11T09:52:00.002+08:00

Some old skool stuff i found .

NYP Amphits . wahahaha

CH Top-Notch staffs .

Phit Phit . (:

2008-12-08T00:16:00.002+08:00

Check this out .

the new Vans Graph Paper .

Cool aye?

tee . after all tt, im broke .

More Christmas shopppppppinnnnnng!!!

i love you .

2008-12-01T10:58:00.000+08:00

Sana Helwah ya ghameeeeeeeeelllllllll!!!
The 51st.

Photos courtesy of Fizah J.
(my uploads are failing.)

2008-11-23T12:55:00.007+08:00

Hamzah's Birthday .

Part of the cousins .

One is 6 and the other is 10 . and they are of the same size .

My Favourite . Ali .

Prayer Time .

It was cousins birthday . it was the slackiest Saturday with Umar, Osman, Ali and Mahmud driving me insane . (:

Overdue Pics (:

Iqa sis wedding .

Dya .

Kak CT Mahorny . My Jukebox filled with laugh smiles and insanity .

The one who chases after the T.O's during withdrawal .

Uncle kuku bima ! haha salah salah

Uncle Riken . antics . rollerblades . bikes . takraw . fishes . KUKU BIMA!

My daddy who has became smarter in a way to deal with us .
My personal favourite, "Girlfren! "

In less then 2 months we are leaving . Going to work has never been a drag knowing the CSO's there are such dearies . but it's heart breaking cause at the back of my mind , my brain keeps reminding me that i'm a day closer to end my contract . oh boy .

maybe till march at least?

sissie, lets go out jalan jalan .

2008-11-12T16:53:00.002+08:00

the day couldandnt get any better when i had to move my butt to McDonalds just so to use the net . well anyway, it has been days where shit happens and not happening for a reason. Reasons are bullshit trust me. The old hag is driving me up my walls . Plus the additional feeling which came from no where also kills.

well i dun think its PMS but more off er?? major brain disorder? haha

I'M SO F****** PISSED! ITS ALWAYS ME GIVING IN!

I'm trying not to be selfish nor be jealous of whot the situation is. But it seems its just me. I cant share nothing personal with others. nyeh.

call me selfish .

I DON'T GIVE A DAMN !

the post wasnt necessary but yeah. haha i found a new interest! maybe i should be part of it and set off on a whole new journey aye?

period

2008-11-02T23:10:00.006+08:00

Saturday .

clubhouse . kak ct's place .
(kak ct, fizah, abg bi, Haziq, Haikal, Hilal, Has)

Mahorny .

Us .

Me n Small boy .

the lovebirds .

Not your usual family portrait .

Kapooowws!!

Chalet .
(Zarinah, Fuddin, Mahmud, Hakim)

'

Birthday girl n Mat rep brother . Bowling at 4 am .

The boys in the pool .

Nurhakim n Mahmud .

Sunday .

Wedding, Yishun .
(Kak Ct, Kak Noriza, Fizah, Has, Daddy)

hahaha powder madnesss .

Getting ready . powder la parfume la. hurhurhur

Our F1 driver and sidekick .

Kak Noriza couldnt sit still and went "Mahanee!!!" all the way. It wasn't drink driving .

Yes yes one left one right .

Schoolboy? he wished!

Best daddy?? pocket full of ang pows !?

What can i say, I'm DADDY'S GIRL!!

Bye Bye Daddyy!

tomorrow, Monday blues .

Gue kene kerja babe! pakai baju baru kus!!
no not this, its girly .
come see pretty Has in pink in action!! hahaha

pink for raya pink for work, i should change my favourite color to pink now.

Cheers to the awesome weekend !!

2008-10-30T23:25:00.000+08:00

Happy 30th Birthday!

2008-10-15T21:09:00.006+08:00

I CAN'T SIT UNDER DADDYS AMPHIT NO MORE!

I CAN'T CHECK OUT HAWT STUFF NO MORE!

GOING ON STRIKE!

2008-10-12T20:46:00.000+08:00

Salam Lebaran
Part 2

(not edited)

Yenns

big big container.

Year ..... 4!!

My Mak Datin (:

last place as usual, Emys

Goodnight everyone! , says Nissan Latio .

once again , a success for Raya NYPians. (:

phit farm .

2008-10-05T02:33:00.003+08:00

Salam Lebaran!
part1

2008-10-01T02:35:00.000+08:00

a lil something for all ,

According to the Sunnah of the Prophet (peace and blessings be upon him) everyone is urged to attend Eid Prayer—men, women, and children. During Eid, Muslims express their gratitude to Allah for enabling them to observe the major acts of worship preceding each Eid. They also visibly show joy and congratulate each other. Therefore, Eid is a day of joy, thanksgiving to Allah, brotherhood, and unity.

Muslims have no public celebrations apart from Eid al-Fitr and Eid al-Adha. The Prophet said what means: "Every nation has its festival, and this is your festival." Here, he referred to the fact that these two Eids are exclusively for the Muslims.

The time for Eid Prayer is when the sun has risen about three meters (10 feet) above the horizon. Eid Prayers cannot be said after midday. It is better to hold Eid Prayers in the open if there is no rain or bad weather. The Prophet never performed Eid Prayers in the mosque except once due to rain.

well i'm back from work and yes, tomorrow's raya! i have been singing that ah chong, mamat dan jhonny song all day long till the station when bonkers. The excitement rushed through my veins right after the pleasant Takbir of EId bursting in the staff room. (:

I must say i have never been this excited for the past EIds before. well haha maybe because im wearing Pink on the first day!! hahaha plus i bought loads of fire crackers to get the party started later!! wheee!!

Selamat Aidilfitri Peepss!!! Lets all Forgive and Forget. May all be blessed with health and wealth.

wanna know something, the first 2 monkeys who got their collections rolling in earlier then any one of you out there is Me and Fizah!!! hahahahhaahahahaha

HAS

2008-09-10T13:27:00.001+08:00

i love you .

(:

2008-09-07T18:23:00.002+08:00

i'm messed up.

not in the raya mood yet . spring cleaning isn't part of my daily plan . i dunno what to do .
maybe i should work everyday . nyeh .

pms hasnt been this horrible before .

period~

2008-09-07T00:55:00.002+08:00

i accompanied bobo for soccer today . not as horrible as i thought it would be . i had fun and also made friends sey!! hahaha

well the day definately started out well from paris to yck . hahahaha terkinje kinje if i must say . hahaha im still in days by the many hawt stuffs i saw earlier today . wakakkakaka

fizah maybe when i have a story hahahaha then i write.

for now, i would want to continue my daze i had since the afternoon...

bitch friend of mine, please rmbr the 70% 30% i told u about from now on. you still have many many friends that are willing to give a listening ear when u need to rant and give u advice eventhough you dun need one!

and i'm one of them!!! (:

cheers to a million friendship okay .

just look i cant even type a proper entry... hawt stuffss!! hahaha

till then.

2008-09-03T09:58:00.003+08:00

after many days, i saw my brother .

helmet heads.

2008-08-24T13:56:00.005+08:00

introducing the people who drives me to work,

my whistling partner . Fizah .

Meet our 'Daddy' figure , Uncle Rashid .

Mr Panjang . Wilson . Uncle Wilson .

My all time favourite lil fishys .

Uncle dol, Briyani man .

Kak Siti . aka lola the second , Mee Soto extra chili padi lady .

Cik Jah. hahaha shes one tough lady u cant crack yaww~

i have yet to get pics with the rest of the colony, well maybe work didnt turn out horrible as whot i had imagine.

More whistle blowing and radio talking .

peace .

2008-08-20T01:44:00.003+08:00

have u ever feel like super shtty and you dunno whats the damn reason. yeah.
well it may not be the most important thing ryte now that i should even talk about but it cant seem to go away. honestly, i cant describe it myself. i can sure forget about it but those time when it struck me, it struck me real hard.

i'm lost . throw me out into the ocean, i'll probably survive .

no one will love you like i do .

seperti mana yang ku impikan, kau takkan kembali..

2008-08-15T12:20:00.001+08:00

I'm messed up .

shall abscond to no where .

2008-08-10T20:12:00.002+08:00

A torrent of excuses.

excuses to shop . yes yes Pay Day . boy i was glad it arrived and yes at the same time i had to put the stop sign soon after .i just had to spend on something . finally i've bought a new pair of vans oldskool . girlfey also got a treat . guess what . a pair of fred perry's . i swear they cost a bomb . to top that , my shoe cost less then half. pffft .

excuses to spend on unnecessary stuffs . yeah i cant account for some of the money i spend . or should i say lost some where along the way ? nothing left to say here .

excuses to eat more with fizah . yes babe we did invest much on food on friday . NO ! it wasn't pre celebration of national but yeah for some shyt reason . pffffffffffffffffft .

excuses to be more playful with my 3 rascals . yes yes tuition may sound like a drag but hell no with them monkey-in around . well maybe at times they simply refuse to listen . but usually with a threat or bribe they end up mugging . soccer sessions still continues after tuition .

as of now, no excuse to skip or even the thought of skipping work . no work = no money .

(:

no more excuses .

2008-08-03T14:53:00.004+08:00

preeett preeettt *blows whistle* .

work then tuition then sleep then wake up then work then tuition then sleep ... serious shyt , after getting a job i ended up having no more night life! however it makes the money coming in every end of the month worthwhile .

well it sounds horrible when the hours that i spend working passed by arduously on my first day. but soon after the first week, it became more about the people around me that makes going to work isn't such a drag . not forgetting money on Pay Day ! hurhurhur . they may be much older then i am, but trust me, they are as childish and cocky as people my age. hah~

as of now, more whistle blowing with fizah and pens flying across the table with my 3 rascals . (:

preeett preeettt preetttt * its full time .

2008-07-20T22:19:00.003+08:00

Happy Days will come by tomorrow .

Sometimes, i just think a handful of people i know are making me hate them indirectly . Like when they need you they call me up and have a chat or two and a few days later, Bang! . They shoot you tt pityfull state their in and ask for advice.

But as of today, no more good listening ear - i'll be there for u - ME . Cause apparently when i just wanna have a chat or something, they give me the " i - dun - want - to - entertain - you " attitude .

What ever people, seriously stop using others when you're choked!

Just you and me .

2008-07-15T23:07:00.003+08:00

now i end up getting part of the blame of not going to school!?!?
wat the fark!? have i receive any warning letter in my 3 years in poly?
NEVER not one!

Its good that i even pass n graduate with a diploma. What did he say when i wanted to go to Laselle? i love art . but no. cannot.

when will he ever learn to scold who for whot they do. and farking stop blaming on other people. learn from that person this person! whot makes u think you're better?? not everyone is the same learn this!

argh! seriously!

i wonder if i ever get into PSB academy. degree in sports science or maybe NIE . i have to choose one out of five.

dear god, help me.

2008-07-14T00:15:00.002+08:00

My All time favourite Declan Galbraith (:

I wish I had your pair of wings
Had them last night in my dreams
I was chasing butterflies
Till the sunrise broke my eyes

Tonight the sky has glued my eyes
Cause what they see's an angel hive
I've got to touch that magic star
And greet the angels in their hive

Sometimes I wish I were an angel
Sometimes I wish I were you
Sometimes I wish I were an angel
Sometimes I wish I were you

All the sweet honey from above
Pour it all over me sweet love
While you're flying around my head
Your honey kisses keep me fed

I wish I had your pair of wings
Just like last night in my dreams
I was lost in paradise
Wish I'd never opened my eyes

Sometimes I wish I were an angel
Sometimes I wish I were you
Sometimes I wish I were an angel
Sometimes I wish I were you

But there's danger in the air
Tryin' so hard to be unfair
Danger's in the air
Tryin' so hard to give us a scare
But were not afraid

Sometimes I wish I were an angel
Sometimes I wish I were you
Sometimes I wish I were an angel
Sometimes I wish I were you

Wish I were you
Oh I wish I were you

all smiles * .

2008-07-10T12:45:00.001+08:00

* hormones changing *

help.

2008-07-07T14:05:00.002+08:00

I've finally got a job .

the anxiety of starting a new job . hahaha .

the days have been going on fine with tuition nights with the 3 rascals, chilling with sie everyday and meeting the rest on the other free nights . well i did some spring cleaning of my room .

oh boy . i need storage space . my knick knacks are in a box and in my cupboard and and i've cleared my wardrobe from full to 1/6 of it is filled . hell yeah . i decided to just throw away unused clothes , those that goes way back and sadly those i cant fit in any more.

yes yes staying at home for the past month has really got the weighing scale off track! prolly due to my sudden stop sweets i guess~

but I'm working on it .

no more fast foods. ( correct food/small portions )
exercise .
no sweet drinks .
proper rest time . ( no more sleeping like a pig from 4am - noon )

and yeah the list goes on and on . but i hope this new job can help me balance it up. spend more time working . less chance to meet food . hurhurhur

good day .

(:

2008-07-01T01:25:00.004+08:00

it rather uncanny for me to say this,

I MISS GOING TO SCH!!!

i miss my phit farm .

gathering?

2008-06-19T16:27:00.002+08:00

lets go shopping aye girlfren?

let us shop till we drop end of this month. (:

(:

2008-06-18T01:07:00.002+08:00

firstly check out my new thinking cap .

Dope aye? (:

anyone remembered all these:
PSLE MATHS,
3.142 = 22/7
Area of circle 22/7 x R x R
perimeter 22/7 x D
angles in rhombus n other shapes
tessellation

PSLE SCIENCE,
magnets. north n south poles
creepers, germination
prey, predators
food chain

hahaha ok it seem like eons ago when i last did all tt. now having to tutor PSLE kids, haha nahh it didnt turn out tt bad. only the patience part tt i really had to brush up on . so far so good. now i noe why teachers nag n keep repeating. i seem to be more pressurized by the importance of PSLE then the kids themselves.

well i'm still trying to get a job. yes yes i still am continuously sending out resume. i've got so many things lined up for me, but its the financial problem that im facing right now. oh my . lap top saving not even close to half way. driving is at halt for quite some time. proper savings? worst still i have to use it for day to day bus ride to tuition n phone bills.

good day fellow earthlinks .

its one way or another .

2008-06-10T10:05:00.003+08:00

I seriously miss these group truck loads.

Clockwise starting from the girl in red:

Aries - Sarine - Mommy - Kaw Yee - Pinky - Stubborn - Has - Da jie

there are a few more not in the picture.

Infor days, i thought i wouldn't survive that 3 months. But everyday seemed more exciting to get my butt to work.

i miss mommy and da jie and the other lunch kakis alot!!

i call for another lunch meeting @ fish and co.
Makan gang get ready.

2008-06-01T16:59:00.002+08:00

Next stop : get a job / apply for uni / save more money

i miss mommy and da jie a lot . i miss the ppl at infor already! for the first time i dun have to worry about not waking up late on Monday morning. ill write about my journey with infor after i get the pics .

for now, major job hunting .

HaS

2008-05-25T22:17:00.001+08:00

i've graduated from NYP. Unfortunately my lap top graduated together. Now i have to save alll the way from scratch just to get a new one. Hell .

i wanna go see " so you think you're andro" at play this 5th . any one wanna join???

i'm doone with sch.

Like finallly.

HAS

2008-05-04T20:18:00.006+08:00

I miss them .

I miss Gagan n her long long hair all the way at Canada now.
I miss Denise n her theories.
I miss Nura n her cockness.
I miss Ross n her passion for music.
I miss Fadhilah n her chocolates.
I miss Ridhwan n his half front tooth.
I miss Hajar n our morning breakfast at interchange.
I miss Ellyas n our driving sessions.
I miss Zahid n his legong-ness.
I miss Bo n her babiballs/shythead.
I miss Iqa n her phone conversation.
I miss Yoko n her gudang garam.
I miss Yati n her squeeeze me.
I miss Dya n her stutter.
I miss Zaini n our makan session.
I miss Zul n his cockyness.
I miss Yen n our morning hotcakes.
I miss Iszad n his positive manners.
I miss Rizal n his remarks when answering my questions.
I miss Afid n teaching me erm.. i forgot tt subject uh .
I miss Fil n her SLY, its BOBO.
I miss K.Fidah n her endless screaming.
I miss aunty n her special eggs ben breakfast just for me.
I miss norah n her dumb not nice ice lemon tea.
I miss Hafiz n his singing.
I miss Ricardo n his sign language communication.
I miss Diah n her o ot - ness.
I miss Huda Magnus n her way of writing.
I miss Ayu n her laughter.
I miss Nazeera n her lazerness.
I miss Yana n her tall tall self.
I miss Christabelle n our soccer passion.
I miss Geraldine n our friendship in primary school.
I miss Zaza n our 1 day apart birthdates.
I miss Aishah n our madrasah days.
I miss Raida n Pizza n their endless effort to make me girly.
I miss Mr Ng n his ways to control our horrific class.
I miss Mrs Chua consistently screaming at us to finish our art piece.
I miss Si Hui n Tee n our 3 gang bang for not doing art homework.
I miss Maziah n her missy elliot wannabe idol.
I miss Sharifah n the times when we used to be together.
I miss bball peeps n training times.
I miss soccer training with the monkeys.
I miss k.Wati n her bus 22.
I miss Suriani n also known as my Sunshine.
I miss Naziyah n her forever rebellious shyt.
I miss Barathi n her being a darn good runner.
I miss Ah bao n her muscular legs.
I miss Nicholas n his noise when he sits next to me.
I miss Charlse n his name calling days, im SUNAT frm SUDAN.
I miss Salwa n our playground days.
I miss Danial,Raiqal, Mikhail n Agil n they are all grown up now.
I miss Omar, Ben n Sarah n our fortress game.
I miss this 2 frens of mine n we used to play at fun dazzle every Tuesday.\
I miss working morning with Wahida.
I miss Joey n his talks.
I miss working at the bazaar.

and i miss a whole lot more,

i do wonder,do these people rmbr me ?
that few times we shared an unforgettable something...

2008-05-03T23:33:00.002+08:00

* i have been very busy trying to accomplish my dreams *

I'd be most disappointed if my day to day ends up a failure .

I've never seem to care much on what lies ahead for me. What ever lies in front of me i usually take it. I have a decision to make, yet this time its seems to be utterly difficult. I'm not being choosy or anything just the sudden attack of "Is-this-the-right-one?" to every little thing I'm considering.

till then .

2008-04-01T22:44:00.002+08:00

its the final week of my leave .

Whot i achieved the pass week .

-not much savings
-bored
-hungry
-rode a bike , short dist la
-chilled with aida , an , pit
-spent 18 hrs sleepin every other day

pretty much my week has rather been relaxing . whot do u expect , an empty house with phit phit , and the whole day to do-whot-you-want before the rest get back home . we cooked , we watch tv till our eyes dropped , online games , sleep and the list can go on n on n on .

i'm sure u know whot i'm too this last week .
care to join? ring me up aye .

everyday is so wonderfulllllll wahahahahha

2008-03-27T23:17:00.002+08:00

a week has passed since the operation .

not only my tummy suffered the most by not eating normal food , i have major touble swallowing my food , i can only drink ice water instead of the late night teh tariks and to top it off , i puked blood . blood clods to be exact .

on a lighter note , i dun snore and i can sleep peacefully .
(:

2008-03-20T22:13:00.002+08:00

Hospitalization .

18th Mar . 2359hr .

Last minute indulgence : Coke and my sub way cookies!

19th Mar 0800hrs

Check in time at Changi Hospital with my personal nurse .

it only took them an hour to get me to the op theater . yes yes . tonsils op that is .
my biggest worry , seriously wasn't the op, but the drips on my hand . pfft~

they poke the needle and the dripping started .
then it was off to a huge room filled with bright lights . some whot like a huge dish with white lights . they blasted some music, my guess was to sing away the nervousness . but sadly it was "if you're one" by matchbox twenty . not comforting . seriously.

within a minute , i was majorly high n flying n GONE TO ANESTHESIA LAND .
before i knew it i was awaken by the nurses .

i was still high . legally . haha better yet , i was asked to sign sum shyt . god noes whot it turned out to be .

i was pushed back to ward where my personal nursie was waiting and her sis working at the front desk . i was up and kicking . i could walk talk n laugh . haha

then ..

check out my JAY-Z lips YaW!! disgusting!

they came!! hoho it was also ja's first day of work !! hoooraay!!

the night was some whot ok . with the intervals of takin my BP .

then rise n shine !

royalty breakfast? oats? milo? orange juice? fruits? ice cream!! yes the nightmare . second day was major terrible . all i could take was ice cold water and ice cream .

and i played with my wrist tag for the rest of the day .

home time !!

thank you phit phit for being my personal nursie! Passed!

for now , ice cream , porridge and ice cold water till next week .

2008-03-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday !

its my 20th birthday . who would expect it to be that fast huh?

it started of with dinner on friday at Pizza Hut ! (:

a lil surprise before the big day Mont Blanc Starwalker Parfume!

a lil twist to your usual birthday cake . from phit phit . (:

lunch with zack and the whole day of shop shop shop .

Presenting my AIR Mattresss ... boing boing .

My Fav pressie of all tt Leather Nike Backpack . dope ayee?

(:

psp must wait a lil longer la . but im happy with whot i have now (:

phit phit thank you!

2008-03-04T12:13:00.003+08:00

the 9 to 5 era '

Monday was the kickoff to the office . First day of attachment . First day being a 'commuter' .
second day , my very first MC . the tonsils are killing me .
i cant eat whot i like . i cant sleep peacefully .

i've got an earlier date for the appointment , 19th March .

urgh !
get it out asap!

NYEH
roger and out .

2008-02-29T10:55:00.002+08:00

oh i so hate you .

if u have any dissension , make it evident , cause its not privy after all .
come and lay down all your issues .

ungrateful proud little pansy you are .
you perched the rights from wrong but ,
prize the wrong and wrong the prize .

evil bastard .

2008-02-24T01:05:00.002+08:00

everyday .

i don't see the need to post lately , prolly due to the fever . dang its hard being sick !
ok , honestly , i've lost it . i ain't got no clue y i cant blog a proper entry , or simply rant out my everyday moves . i sit here everyday , without fail , from 9am to 5pm then 11pm to 4am , yet i still cant . weird ey??

its been an hour staring . i give up .

till much more ideas sink in .

2008-02-10T00:56:00.000+08:00

Friends .

One thing tt never fails to appear in a conversation , friends .
i'm not particularly picky with the people i mix with . It's more like if you don't make me blow my tops , im okay with it . however since young , i've been rather unlucky with certain friendship that i was contented with . being a dumb dumb before , i only realize the broken trust and backstabbing only after a few eye opening happenings.
some how or another, after growin up in our different environments, we got back together and once more befriended our 'bad past' what more making fun of our stupidity .

im still not clear about tt contented friendship i had before . but alls well ends well .

presently , quoted frm a friend ; lets make new friends in case your old friends leave .

that certainly captured my attention . lemme give a statement to support tt position of hers and mine ; been there done that . i'm sure a handful of us have said tt .
whot i meant was , just in case a friend happens to leave im sure i'm no where near susceptible . or oh your just another them .

journey to one million friendships ...

2008-02-04T15:59:00.000+08:00

Sanitizing week

after a week of sanitizing and endless phone calls , i seriously wanna throw away my phone and not bathe fer the next couple of days .

day1 (26 Jan saturday )
- cuzzie got admitted to KK around 7 . i rush down to KK icu and was super shocked. then they rushed her to tan tock seng fer some further test as she was is major pain n kk didnt have any specialization in smth ...

day2,3
-cuzzie was still in icu at tts . she was on major oxygen help but not on that life support thinggy . it was super madness everyone was there with tt worried /sad look .

day4
-cuzzie got a little better , was able to sit fer a lil while .

day5
- met up with null , fadhilah and wan fer lunch . but null was there the whole night and we chilled .

day6
-met wit my ibu and bro . my brother was in kk to get his tonsils removed and circumcised . boy am i a sucker . i seriously dunno whot he likes . i couldnt buy him a decent present . but good enough he remembered me as kakak . our 'talk' (:

day7
- cuzzie was transfered back to kk fer further management .

day8
-saw pit too . emma was in labour ward . nini n sie was also there . catch up with those bitches after god noes how long we last met.

day9
-she gave birth on day9. thats when we meet baby Muhammad Arie Syaqir . Bro iqbal was admitted . he was found lying on the toilet floor . but he's ok now .

day 10 (today)
-im lazyin around at home . contemplating whether or not i should go out haha

well lets see the pics .

cuzzie in ICU

a pic of how an ambulance looks like

Fadhilah .

my good old fren , wan .

fondue with wan n fadhilah

my bro Nurhakim .

time fer medi .

washin it down with water .

Muhammad Arie Syaqir 030208

HAS n ARIE

Arie n Donut . shhhh...

Pitz Arie n Emma

Bro iqbal .

2008-01-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

you

well i set off with my daily routine fetching phitphit and chilled .

everyday seems oh-so-happy .

seeing you is enough to make me smile .

(:

2008-01-24T15:00:00.000+08:00

actions speaks louder .

finally i managed to get the simplest skin up and running . now i feel the drive to keep my blog busy . (:

the phit farm are super dee duper excited for the bangkok trip . well of course everyone is invited . we'll be leaving on the 15 or the 16 of may yeah . budget = $1000 would be nice .

its either luck on my side these days or i became wiser . i've notice tat a couple of things which seems to be alright and going with the everyday flow some what now seem to darkened distinctly . i'm not pretty sure myself why but who cares . I can't be bothered no more with those attitude of theirs . My conscience are clear .

oh well oh well .

Bangkok here we come .

2008 .

2008-01-02T12:28:00.002+08:00

2008 . a horrible start to the new year .

annoying parents who seem to bring up the pass and shyt .
i woke up one morning not wanting to eat the breakfast on the table as its super horrible .
then the father talked about 2 days ago . eh common la u were the on who tot us tt. why?? suddenly forgot about it isit?? cant accept tt i remembered and voiced out? your damn own family members talk like tt to us . that u never realize. dumb. the sisters are also getting on my nerves. my effort to book the pit and get ready the stuffs all gone to such waste. hell no i wasn't appreciated. just stab me ryte back .

well i must say the start to the new years obviously isnt great but it gave me one good resolution ,

- be ignorant to them .

i'll have the last laugh .

never did i not try to be with them or put family first , just look at whot shyt i got in return .
i said before tt sometimes your friends are the family . i should have trusted my self .

forgive me god.

for u guys shall never be in my books no more . all my earnings and hard work will only support me. cause u too ever did refuse to support my daily expenses . and y should i care all u do is for those assholes tt never got any scolding fer being rude. being invisible is fun . (: \

to hell with u all .

2007-11-30T10:50:00.000+08:00

so much fer the brotherhood we stand fer .

2007-11-25T14:26:00.000+08:00

FYP. the 12 week of irritance is finally over . projects with yoko was kinda topsy when we started out but soon, got the hang of it . nevertheless the enjoyment we had there is fun fun fun! made new frens . new frens become buddies and the list goes... will definately miss morning breakfast , daily tennis activities , lunch breaks , tea breaks , in lab entertainment , going out on bike and car , rubiks cube challenge with iszad and zul , chocs frenzy with those monkeys.... so here they are.... some things to take note.... "karen dar dar" "elly" "takoyaki" "shyt head zul" "far east plaza" "yeennooo"........ remember when we use to call these 'words /names' your call hahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahaha

2007-11-04T16:22:00.000+08:00

and so its sunday . yest was a very long day . i must say the wedding was indeed marvellous .

tom is monday . yes, another week of FYP . i've lost track of the weeks we're in now .

i have to finish up my flash n captivate . or wed im chicken meat .

IM JUST BORED . UTTER BORED .

I NEED CHOCS .

2007-11-02T08:44:00.000+08:00

i finally decided to give the blog an update . 1 of the reasons , my schedule will be packed all the way till sunday . NYEH .

bacin and i met up a few times to catch the same train ride to and fro to/from sch and work respectively . met up for lunch at Usquare . met up fer donuts . hurhur catch up on stuffs .
my bro is all big big now . oh boy i just need to see him and use tt dumb helmet of ours and ride on those mini bikes and motors .

first it was the raya NYP-ians . hurhurhur . greatness i must say . imagine at one point of time we have 8 monkeys in one car . haha but not fer the whole day uh . not fergetin the eating part at 8/10 houses . 8 diff dishes swimming in that tummy of ours . the going in n out of the car and the drive to send the 2 westsiders back where they belong hurhurhur . we ended the raya at around 3 in the morning at Emy's house . by then it was left with Zack , El , Sie and myself .

then yesterday was bachelorettes party hahaha! yes cuzzie Samira getting maried today . wedding tom and the grooms hotel reception the day after . yes tell me about it . party was obbbberrrr cooolllnesss . u name it kids as young as 5 till the gannies were grooving . yeah . all the way from arab songs to english hits . gazillion pics n videos were taken . overall it was super. one night of just pure freedom .

till then .. i'll do more updates .

phit phit miss me . and so do i .
t bon! boo hooo .
i miss u too bontot .

2007-10-22T09:08:00.000+08:00

and so it started on the 19th . midnight shift over at sie's . drain our craps out till we aint go any to spare .

20th went for raya visiting . tons of relative i cant seem to ever keep track off . hurhur so close yet so far when everyone was located so close . at night later on i met wahid . since she also on the way to tamp might as well i went up with her . i met my ibu and my adik . and mother of course! like finaallllyy! he's so big haha. i cant carry him with one arm no more . my ibu looks healthy . mother's cooking tasted as yummy as before .'PIZZAA~ yum. after that met my pervertic partner all dressed up to go for visiting at jurong . hurhur . pics later on yeah .

21st continued raya visiting at my uncles place first . open house . and yes i went there with an empty tummy . this aunt of mine can cook endless . puffs with ice cream in it? blue berry cheese tarts . chocolate cake ball . mango cake!! .brownies . mac and cheese. yep yep all home made!
then a few more houses. then i met prevertic partner to take my stuff and yaeh .

and now , the monday blues , how sad can it get uh?? it has been pouring since 4 i guess . nice weather to sleep in . holy cow .

it has been months since we last spoke of one another . to say tt i've let you go , i cant bring myself to even think about it . i do want us to be who were but maybe tts to much of a want . however even though we may not be as close is good enuf . it will be awesome to have my sissie , my ibu and my bro all three in one . its just something about them that i cant seem to put it in words ... maybe the set free song brought them back to me when 'i set them free' the other time?

has

2007-10-18T13:54:00.000+08:00

hurhurhur who would have tot yest . hahaha there goes my dory fish with cream sauce . argh .

FYP IS SUCKKY!

bored.

broke.

hungry.

sleep.

2007-10-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA !!!

yes . the day we have been waiting fer the pass month has finally came . 1 syawal .

means more collection too hurhurhur .

new clothes . new friends . new us . and a whole new fun trip for us later on...

pics will be up on friendster . haha

many apologies to all fer i may have said done or do anything that have made u angry or hurt unintentionally . (: HAS.

pic ; Daddy n me starting our journey of collection.....hahaha

2007-09-24T16:03:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to my brother ...

2007-09-21T11:17:00.000+08:00

20/9 yest .

u noe .

i noe .

2007-09-18T09:24:00.000+08:00

sitting in fypj lab is killing me . well at times its kinda fun . but not during the fasting month . i mean all we can do is just sit n stare at the monitor . no doubt we already ammo ourselves with movies to watch . still its the no ten min breaks is killing .

well the week seems like the usual . weekends spend on the west side . after school hours with my other amphit . endless plan to get hold of financial difficulties . 'un entertaining' self fish people .
finding good food and it must be cheap . and the list can go on...

looking at that im already much preoccupied .

bummer .

bored .

bye .

2007-09-05T10:52:00.000+08:00

today was disastrous i was kinda rushing the whole morning . darn irritating . i missed the schduled bus and miss my stop . thank goodness i cant clock in yet . hurhurhur .

someone's birthday coming , i really wanna meet that someone but yeah , i cant possibly go over cause i have sch every day . a phone call doesnt exactly helps . so yeah .

im just filled with anger now. everyone pisses me off .

i hate you!

2007-09-04T16:31:00.000+08:00

first day of fypj . yes , doin some project on auctionin . with yoko . and 2 other legongs .

well its pretty much of boredom , disturbing people and eat sweets . msn frensterin surfing,....bla bla bla is very very boring . nyeh . lalalala

i need money ! i seriously need money . i wanna eat rice . i need money .

sie is here , complainin of hunger . yes . its that bad .
where to get cash ? anyone to spare me any??? ):
boo hoo hoo.

now i have PE in poly . but trainin fer napha isnt fun . soccer isnt tt bad .
HUNGRY!

i want money

help . nabey

i want money! any body reads this please donate me 10 bucky .

nmoney

2007-08-31T09:50:00.000+08:00

i sat here staring at the screen thinkin, whot should i blog about today. maybe the weather or whot i ate or just maybe venting my anger out . im not pretty sure why i have been having terrible mood swings or the un controllable feeling of frustration and anger .

then i stop and stared at the screen again .

2007-08-29T00:45:00.000+08:00

and yes .. the exams are finally over... well nuth to be happy about.. well maybe a lil , now , worryin how will the results be . pass everything and in 6 mths im outta poly ... if not hello 6 more months..

hoping the sleepless nights and all will be paid of . so for now start thinkin about fyp . ryte . another headache maybe? god noes .

im no mood to blog . friendsterrinn is fun now .

nyeh

2007-08-13T00:22:00.000+08:00

i came across something rather interesting .

pray for me and i'll pray for you
pray for the wicked and pray for the evil too
pray for the genius and the not so smart
who with their smiles still touch our hearts
pray for those who would destroy
all the baby girls and all the baby boys
with their evil toys
pray for the robber , pray for the theif
pray for the loss of our belief
pray foe those who can no longer pray
pray for the loss of another day
my mother and my father have gone from here
others i've loved form yesteryear
as i grow old and move toward sleep
releasing the pains i've held so deep
deeper than the soul's regret
memories i've yet to forget
to hope , my love , dont leave me yet
your lips speak softly of the light
as i move numbly into night

a lil smth on forgiveness

2007-08-07T09:46:00.000+08:00

its tues , second day of study break n here some of us in sch rushing to complete our project . and after this i really have the time to concentrate on all my other papers . 4 papers to be exact . and i so dun wanna flung it . none .

sie and i found a new home . comfy simple yet perfect . with a lil boy a kitten daddy and mommy . (: we are currently broke so no more stupid smses sent out to anyone fer the time being .

so yes, after today study marathon will be at top speed .

phits phits

2007-08-01T10:29:00.000+08:00

yes yes i have been busy but squeezing a few min or 2 fer blogging my things out is great .
starting from today , i have exactly 19days to my first paper on the 20th . yeah . tt fast .

project case study presentation later on . firday will be dbm submission . and then it will be just pure mugging .

boring .

2007-07-30T14:15:00.000+08:00

28/7

yes , something wrong . i dreamt we talked on the phone . hmmm .

im not sure whether i'm hallucinating or not .

well ,

2007-07-27T00:37:00.000+08:00

i guess something isnt right . after so long i had the strangest experience ever . i remember that my eyes were open . but i couldnt see you . but , i felt you . i heard you cried so sadly i heard you sob like no one has ever done it . i heard you breathe heavily trying to calm yourself down i only remember holding your head and accompany you with my strokes and many whispers to your ear. but when i kept quiet to see whether you have stopped crying and look at you , i realise it was all a dream i did call out for you . but it all just happen to be a dream i guess .

i hope your okay .

yes it sounds funny , but i guess whotever you're going thru it still runs through me .

seperti mana yang ku impikan ...

the exam fever is on . everyone is falling ill . everyone has the tot of giving up . yeah . that bad. we badly need the presentations n reports due to end asap . thats all . then the rest will be pure mugging . (: i have a presentation later this afternoon . a solo one to be specific . sadly my class have to do ppt . which is so not necessary la! my microsoft office cant be installed . so i tot of doing the new water report . sheesh . a 20 page report for a non gradable module .yes . a total waste of time ! i cant sleep . but im utterly sleepy and my mind n body needs rest . argh i cant complain to no one!! just hoping tom will be ok . (:

wish me luck ..

2007-07-20T14:23:00.000+08:00

i came across something quite interesting ,

"The belief in a supernatural source of evil is not necessary.
Men alone are quite capable of every wickedness."
-Joseph Conrad-

seems quite true eh?